normally i don't remember any of my dreams.
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don't read any more if your weak in the tummy.
Normally I don't remember any of my dreams. But last night I had the most terrifying, bone chilling nightmare.
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Now to my dream for those who dare to read any further.
I was back inside a Kingdoom Hall, sitting in a chair with my casual clothes and my King James Bible on my lap. Oh the horror.
my birthday is coming up in a month.
i'm 35 and i'm so depressed about turning 36. i've heard people really get down when they were turning 25, 30, and other ages but non of my birthday's bothered me this much until now.
turning 36 is so depressing and i think it's because here i am single again trying to now start my career, my credit, my whole life over.
None. It's much better to be alive at what ever age I am, than 20 and dead. Even though there are things I missed out, because of the JW world, it don't matter any more. I have a wonderful husband, and two really good boys (most of the time ). Now I'm not saying everything is great all the time, because there are days I'd rather forget. But they make the good times all that much better.
since leaving mom and i have not spoken very often, since i left in 2001. i ended up calling her today, because i have an uncle in texas where the flooding is at, and i lost his number.
he is doing ok, and their home did not get flooded.
it did come up to the porch, but then went down.
Since leaving mom and I have not spoken very often, since I left in 2001. I ended up calling her today, because I have an uncle in Texas where the flooding is at, and I lost his number. He is doing ok, and their home did not get flooded. It did come up to the porch, but then went down. Anyways we ended up talking for about an hour and a half. Getting updated with everything going on with the family. I told her about nearly dying and having surgery this past August. It did not really surprise me, but instead of asking what happen or if I'm now ok. She went straight for the "Did you get a blood transfusion?" question. Frankly that is none of her business. I am no longer a minor, and have not been for over 20 years, and no longer a JW. I did tell her that the doctors put me on iron, and for some odd reason she was satified with that answer. I think it really shocks her that my family is doing great even though we are out of that cult.
when i go to get my hair cut, i have a series of very specific lengths that different parts of my hair are supposed to be cut.
today i went to new place and told the girl exactly what to do... this long here... that long there... watch out for the tricky cowlick over here... etc.... did she listen?
no.. instead she got this very intense look on her face and started going at it.
I don't allow any one to even touch my hair. The last time I did, it was so bad the only way to fix it was to shave it all off. And that's not a good thing when my husband like my hair longer.
my husband and i was talking about this the other day.
what would happen if one became very very rich, and our jw relatives learned about it?
what do you think they would be saying, or thinking?
My husband and I was talking about this the other day. What would happen if one became very very rich, and our JW relatives learned about it? What do you think they would be saying, or thinking? Do you think they would be jelous? Would they come out of the wood work, soto speak? Personally I would tell them to hit the road, if they did come around.
i made the biggest mistake in my life.
i got baptized at the wichita kansas district convention.
i had not thought about in quite a while, and then yesterday i had a flash back.
I made the BIGGEST mistake in my life. I got baptized at the Wichita Kansas district convention. I had not thought about in quite a while, and then yesterday I had a flash back. YIKES!!!!
i have received word that we are now 'very, very close'.
at the sunday meeting, according to my trusted source, the speaker actually said that 'it is no longer years, nor months - yet weeks and days'.
so they need you back, now!
Do you remember the term "It's right around the corner."?
i have received word that we are now 'very, very close'.
at the sunday meeting, according to my trusted source, the speaker actually said that 'it is no longer years, nor months - yet weeks and days'.
so they need you back, now!
Nothing New. Back in the late 1980's, they were saying the same thing.
unlimited money at your disposal for the 24 hr period, the ability to fly at warp speed and entry to any place in the world without question.
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how would you spend your last 24 hours?.
I would make sure that my children and spouse, would be well taken care of, after I'm gone. And then I would spend the rest of my time with my family.
only once in my life have i heard of a congregation being dissolved (closed down) for reasons of sin.. .
has anyone here heard of congs being closed down?
how often does it happen?
The JW sister was from Ottumwa, Iowa. I was there in the early 1990's, for two weeks. I forgot what you call it, but it is where JWs from other areas would go "to where the need was great", and go out in field service. I remember it was brought up, because I was talking her about something, JW related, don't recall the subject. But I do remember that she was very nervous, because of the elders being removed, about teaching from the stage things other than what the Watchtower instructed. That had happened only a few months before I was there.
